Round 2

            Summer 2018. One for the books. An absolutely unforgettable experience in every aspect of the word. From summer flings, to unmanageable campers, to late nights in Michelles office, to building relationships that will last a lifetime, to breakdowns slowly becoming more frequent as the summer progressed, to growing in my own faith with the Lord, to being able to share that with kids, my summer was reckless, overwhelming, incredible, and most importantly, unforgettable. Going into Deer Creek I knew no one, I was placed in Michelle's cov and God took care of the rest. OT week is where the relationships started forming, and I hadn't even realized it. I'll never forget our sunset worship, where Avery sang and for two hours my heart was aching, aching from past sins, regret, shame, guilt, confusion, and an overwhelming sense of unworthiness for Jesus to still love me the way He does, the unworthiness of Jesus to fight for me the way he does, I am so un...

                                                                                                                                    8-29-18        Well, wow I can't really put into words the emotions of being back in Abilene already! It weirdly feels like I have been gone for so long, but at the same time like I was only gone for maybe a 3 day weekend. I know that that probably seems incredibly contradicting, but thats just where I'm at right now. Aside from that confusing aspect of my mind, I am super excited to be back in the place that I now consider "home". The anxiety was just building up as I drove into town and as soon as the tires on ...