About to rushhhh!!!

         I'm not entirely sure where I am going to go with this but, i'm just gonna start talking and see where I end up. Okay, so we are in the second week of school and that means that rushes start next week and then hopefully pledging afterwards. So this Sunday we have Teas, which basically just means that we have to go all around campus and visit with every single club and it lasts about 6 hours. That is 6 hours of having to walk around campus and making myself be social for a while. But I am really excited to meet new people and get to know some different clubs. I already have in my mind that I want to be a kojie, but I also don't want to be so in my head about it that I don't truly consider other clubs and give them the chance that they deserve, because I know that all of them have some really great qualities. So i'm trying to go in being open-minded but also I would love it if I got to be a kojie. Also, oh here's a funny story, so yesterday I was kind of in a weird mood the entire day, the past two days honestly, so I went for a drive and ended up out by the lake, and I drove up right near the side where I always go, it has such a beautiful view of the sunset reflecting over the water, it is so peaceful and I like being able to just be by myself and enjoy just being. So I just chilled in my car for a while, and then got out to take a picture, and the ground was really muddy and squishy, because it had been raining all day, so I just thought it was funny and then got back in my car to go back to the dorm. So the car was in drive but I was really confused as to why it wasn't moving when I was literally pushing the pedal all the way into the floor mat. It took me a solid probably 30 seconds to put two and two together and realize that the car was stuck in mud. I immediately started to panic, which included tears, and freaking out, so I had to google how to put the jeep in 4 wheel drive, and eventually got it out of the mud and went back onto the gravel road as quick as I could. I was still shaking and my heart was racing, I was terrified, but thank goodness I drive a jeep and was able to get out of there because that would have been absolutely terrifying. So moral of the story is that I do not always think things all the way through when I should, so that was just a rough day from start to finish.
        So this is probably off topic but I like really really am missing my mom right now too. Sometimes I feel like just getting a hug from her is all I need to feel better, there's nothing like a momma's love. So I really miss her, I feel like I haven't been able to see her for too long, I haven't actually spent more than like half a day with her since the very beginning of summer, so I really hope that she decides to come and visit sometime soon, or if not i'll probably make the drive down to San Antonio so that we could hang out together and catch up on our lives because I feel like there is so much that she doesn't know about. Like I haven't even told her about my tattoo yet. I know I probably should, but the thing is, is that I want to tell her in person so I am gonna wait to see her, I just don't want her to be disappointed in me. But it is really small, and it has a really good meaning, and it is in a spot on my wrist where all I would have to do is wear a watch and it would be covered so hopefully that fact makes it better. Besides from my mom I also just really miss  bunch of people from camp, like Michelle, Madison, Kyle, Justin, Daniel, Wyatt, Halah, Chellby, I guess that is also something that's been contributing to my weird mood. We all had so much fun together and there wasn't any stress of school it was just such a fun time, and God was the center of it all. Wow I miss that a lot I guess I am still just adjusting to Abilene life after camp. Hopefully when rushing starts i'll start feeling better because  I'll start meeting new people and getting really busy, which I'm sure will help out a lot.